I've been dating my boyfriend for about a year and a half now and known him roughly 2 years. Earlier this month he popped the quest on me and I said yes, being quite caught up in the moment. Now that we're engaged though, I get second thoughts. He wants to get married in December (elope) and then in June have a more formal ceremony, but I'm uneasy about this. I get a little paranoid asking myself what if i doesn't work out? And I'm not so sure I want to get married so early on, I keep telling myself to give it time and see. I keep nit-picking at him and finding all the negatives, they're vain and stupid ones (IE. I don't like the way his voice sounds, don't ask, I just don't). I don't want to get married and then be another member of the huge statistic of divorce. I always had this idea I'd only get married once. And when I kiss him, I always feel nothing, its just a kiss. Maybe the whole sparks thing is just a fairytale deal? Is it just jitters or should I figure out a way to tell him
2007-08-06
05:59:03
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Tic-Tac
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Marriage & Divorce