Well, my question is does the quality of life improve? I mean, COME ON! Everywhere I look, people are becoming friends with other people on the internet, becoming close while I can't even maintain a friend, let alone find one! I find myself crying myself to sleep, hoping for something better, and all the while realising exactly how little it will improve. I am gay, 14, entering high school in Chicago, and i am terrified! I dont think that I am ready, I dont think I will be able to make friends, since believe me, here EVERYONE is good, or at least decent at sports. I can't even throw a ball.
I find myself with few happy memories, and not nostalgic but simply depressed to the point of seriously contemplating suicide. I grow colder and weary of people, and I just can't stop this change anymore!
I find myself waking up and praying that it is still night, that I can just retrn to sleep. But that is never the case.
I apologise for making you read this, but does life get better, reader?
2007-08-06
20:51:41
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Alex L
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