I'm very depressed & can't get past events out of my mind. It really hurts. I'm in a better environment now & happy to live alone, but I can't stop thinking about the abuse I've gone through all my life. I even have nightmares about the abuse I went through, & I wake up, thinking it was real.
Nothing is going right in my life, & I have to suffer consequences for what's beyond my control. I have a college degree & can't even get a job. It feels like I went to school for nothing. I have a degree in Spanish & can only say basic sentences because all I was taught was ancient literature. I get SSI & Social Security & I want a good job, but I can't get a job in my field because I'm not fluent enough.
I have a lot of financial issues, & my finances got screwed up because of Hurricane Katrina & there's nothing I can do right now to fix my debt. No one wants to hire me on a job because of disability discrimination, & my benefits only pay enough for me to have home, lights, & food.
2007-07-29
17:35:32
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Mental Health