Ok, I am black, I was in a chat room. And the people there were bashing me about being black, they said how dumb black people are and how we rob stores and they said the n word a couple of times. I feel like crying because that has never happened to me before and I feel like i dont no, I had some kind of special trust in white people that they dont do things like that anymore. I was under the impression that things like that did not happen these days. And now I feel bad, I am 15 and I am attracted to boys who are white and now I feel like my hope of finding a white boy I like is over. I feel like becoming like my friends and as they say frequently staying away from whites. But inside I still think that its just these individuals who would say things like this not white people in general. Because I am a loving person, I love everyone and it hurts me sooooooo bad to think people would talk about me like that for something I cannot help. Please help me, I am so confused....
2007-07-29
17:39:47
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Jasmine M
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