im 30 years old and have endured alot of trauma, pain and victimization in my life. in the last couple of months ive been diagnosed as having borderline personality disorder, i have very low moods each day, emptiness and loneliness. ive never achieved or achieved anything with my life, no relashionships with anyone, never had a girlfriend..never worked or been employed..ive been bullied and victimized serverly in my life, assaults, head injuries..ive really had a bad time of everything. i get paranoid at times feeling my lifes being controlled and im being prevented from doing & achieving the things i want, like having a girlfriend and emigrating to better life away from the uk. but for along time now ive had a chronic rage problem...i used to have explosive outbursts out in public years ago..& have even knocked people over...over the years its inproved with me having better control without any therapy. however when im in a rage i feel so angry & have violent thoughts
2007-07-19
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