I had a six year relationship with my first boyfriend from 15-21. We did everything together, we even lived together from the age of 17. We had a passionate, up and down love, which I ended up leaving because I thought I should concentrate on my education instead of settling down and marrying so young.
I saw him again five years later, we had a passionate, wonderful vacation, but when it was time to go back to the city where I lived, I left again. Why didn't he ask me to stay? I wondered. Why didn't he take me by the hand, look me in the eye, and ask me to stay? Why didn't I just stay?
Fast forward to today, and he is still in my blood. We communicate by email, he says the reason he didn't ask me that day to stay was because he was so scared I would say no. He says he has never found another love like ours, but is married and has to take care of his wife for now, but says that things might change in the future because he cannot stop loving me, either. I need help with this!
2007-07-14
03:34:30
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