from having a girlfriend, from having sex with who ever i choose to..~ from achieving anything i wanted to with my life~my life was being restricted?
im 30, & a borderline personality disorder sufferer, had it since 15. however since 16 ive had this persistant paranoid idea...ive suffered alot of abuse and victimization in my life, mental & physical.....my psychiatrist said months ago when i asked him about this, said that it was more a distrust of people because of what theyve put you through rather that paranoid dilusion, because i have a good footing in reality, and im open to the fact that this idea that i have might not be true..
however this paranoid idea keeps reccuring from time to time, and i feel im being prevented from doing whatever i want to with my life, like all the things i mentioned at the top of this question..ive missed out on alot in life because of my problems and sadly never accomplished anything, never had a girlfriend or a job, can anyone understand why i
2007-07-08
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