Ok so my parents used to be together. Now they’re about to get divorced. They can't stand each other. So they don't live together. My mom, my brother, and I live together. So my dad comes over occasionally and we go places. My mom gets annoyed.. And my dad is a truck driver. My mom will have a drink every so often. and sometimes if she's really pissed then she'll start drinking and get really drunk.
So like I said my dad is a truck driver. So I went one of the trips with my dad. We went to Texas. And it was a lot of fun. My mom stayed home. When we came back, instead of driving me back to my house my dad drove me to his house. Which I've never been to before. He lives with the woman who he lived with when he came to the U.S My family is Polish, we used to live in Poland. My mom and I didn't know about this. Neither did my brother. So when I went to his house she was there. And I didn't say anything. I mean I was a couple miles away from home and I didn't have a cell phone. What if I got kicked out for saying something stupid. So I just stayed quiet. When I got home I didn’t tell my mom. I mean if I told her she would get depressed. The woman supposably stole my dad from us. But technically if my dad cared he would have stayed with us. So I’m just angry with my dad.
Now one day my mom was drunk, I hated when she was drunk. I couldn’t stand it. I mean she acted stupid and she kicked the doors and it was a mess. I cried sometimes and it was horrible now its not that bad. I got a phone call asking if I want to go to my dads house so I look at my mom and I just wanted to give her revenge. I mean I looked at her, she was drunk. How could she be drunk?? I just went for the heck of it. But then I got home. She wasn’t drunk anymore. I felt awful about it. But then I went over there regularly. Like it was o big deal. Now its all starting to bug me.
Now this is what’s bothering me. I’m hurting my mom. If I told her I’d hurt her more…..
2007-07-08
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