I've dated sporadically my entire life. I went through a period where I hooked up and made out with a bunch of guys before I met my boyfriend. We broke up recently after three years and while I'm talking to a few guys, I'm not interested, even though I think they're cute/attractive.
During the last few months of the relationship, I never wanted to have sex. In fact, I dreaded it. It was like a switch. One day, I just woke up and decided I didn't want to have sex with him anymore.
Sometimes, when were having sex - and I feel terrible for this - but I'd fantasize about other guys like rock stars and actors or random hot guys I'd seen on the street. Once in a blue moon, I would curiously think about girls and it didn't bother me.
Lately, though, I have been having dreams that kind of turn me on.There aren't other girls involved, but in the dreams, I either tell people that I'm a lesbian or I am in a place with the idea that I am.
What the **** is wrong with me?
2007-07-03
04:06:39
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Lesbian, Gay, Bisexual, and Transgender