When I was 16, again at 20, again at 23, and a couple more times in my twenties, I, a gay man, had some really special (to me) affectionate moments (or nights) with 4 or 5 beautiful straight men. These included holding each other, hugging, massages, cuddling, some kissing with some, and one went to sleep with his lips pressed on my back.
These times were very special to me because they were so rare, and they didn't cross the line into sexual, as there was no genital stimulation or orgasm.
I only stay in touch with one of these guys now; he's married and cool and lives far away. The one that was 16 "ain't cute no more" and 2 of them ignored my last attempts to contact them.
How do you guess they view those events? Do you think the ones who wouldn't respond purposely want to lose touch and forget me.
I'm not a mushy type and I'm not all hurt over it, but I'm so curious how they view the events.
2007-06-24
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