I have this obsessive compulsion with remembering past haunts and things that happened in the past. I think I may really need help cus now things seem to be spiraling out of control.
The two weeks I had been going thru my wife's e-mail without her knowledge. I found e-mails from past lovers and such, and though it hurt after I read them I knew I deserved that pain. I was able to process it bcos I knew this happened before me. Until last night, when I fell into temptation again and checked her mail while she was sleeping.
I never found any evidence of cheating on her part, but I saw a mail about her expecting some guy over to her place who was coming out of town. The tone of the email was affectionate and she said she couldn't wait to see him. However, this mail was dated around the time we had just started getting romantically involved. 3 weeks later from that date, we decided to be exclusive.
Why is this bothering me & how do I make it stop? HELP, reasoned advice needed!!!
2007-06-17
04:10:50
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