Everytime I do anything, I feel so POINTLESS. For example, if I get an A on my report card, I'll think something along the lines of "great, now you can be happy just like all the other nerds around you, so that you can get the 'approval' of some equally insignificant human being, build up a list of petty achievements, grow up, get a 'job' and lie to yourself, pretending that your job or your family is the 'role' you play in this world, when in fact there is no role you play in this universe because the universe is entirely indifferent to you". I'm extremely 'depressed' or disillusioned with the world. And I hate most of all when people say "live life to the fullest" or "just hold on and keep working hard" because their stupid freaking minds don't realize that they're stupid words embody and emphasize the pointlessless of the world, making me feel even worse! I would kill myself, but thats nearly as pointless as living! No action is preferable to any other! How do I be happy!!!
2007-05-19
14:46:13
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