I have been married for five years now, and have been with my wife in a relationship for 10 years. The thing is I honestly don't think I've ever loved her. I met her at university and she was my first girlfriend. I remember trying to break up with her at university, but I wasn't prepared for her emotional response and I freaked out. Over time I decided that we got along very well, and I adopted a sort of fatalistic approach to life. I ended up marrying her due to a visa issue - I had to move to another country for work reasons. Things were going fine until recently. I met someone at work that sparked some emotions inside of me that I didn't believe I was capable of. My new friendship hasn't stepped into the physical realm, and I don't think it will. However, I can't stop thinking about her, it's become obsessive. When these feelings developed, I explored my life and realised that the last 10-years of my life have been a blur. My wife is a saint and I feel terrible. She is 31. No kids.
2007-04-06
23:24:26
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MightyJoe1977
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Marriage & Divorce