and plenty of fish. and every girl i leave a friendly message for, askin if they wanna chat, none of them ever reply to me. im beggining to think its personal to me. my mugshot photos on the sites, so their able to see what i look like. feels like im being ostracised by people. i have low self esteem. low moods. high anxiety. i have recently been diagnosed with
borderline personality disorder. ive had these problems since 15. i have difficulty, with intamacy, maintaing relashionships or friendships. relating to people. i get dependant. needy. posessive and clingy.
i dont want to be felt sorry for or treated like a charity case, but im just wondering what i can do?
im waiting to be assesed for therapy. but my future seems hopeless, like it wont go anywhere. the only people in my life that understand, is my mum. i dont have any friends or a girlfriend. im tired of this loneliness & isolation & unwilling solitude. its like noone wants to no me. ive never worked because of my problems.
2007-03-22
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