I'm in Year 12 (17 years) and Leah's in Year 11 (15/16 years). I've fallen for her since we met, and told her my feelings on Valentine's Day. Her response "The courage that must've taken! *hugs* Thank you!! Happy V- Day"
Last week, she went out with a guy. Man, the jealousy I had towards him wrecked me. I wanted to be happy for them, but I just couldn't. I couldn't feel the feelings I had for Leah when they were going out, it was just jealously.
After coping a couple of days, I self-harmed on my wrist - angry that I was jealous - angry that I kept getting "wanting to be a guy" thoughts (they've been going on for the last 4 months).
A day later, they were talking then they walked off in opposite directions. Leah sat down next to Josh and me, and said "I'm single." Me: "You're WHAT??" She said that they "didn't have much in common"
I felt bad for being happy for the rest of the day.
I'm a girl yet I see myself as a guy. She knows about my "trans" issues. What should I do?
2007-03-17
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Kain M
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Lesbian, Gay, Bisexual, and Transgender