I will not go into the reasons why I do not believe in God. I can go on and on about evolution, big bang theory, science in general, etc.. but I will not. I am no scientist. So when asked: "do you believe in God?" I say no. Not that I question his existence, I just don't believe in him/her/being. This is why:
I sit in silence, overwhelmed with grief, not for myself (although there is plenty for me to gripe about), but for the immense suffering in this world; now and throughout history. I think to myself: "how is this possible?", "what can I do?", "I'm tired...I don't want to live.....there is no point...."
God all these years I've prayed to you, without any response, at times my requests have been selfish I know, but I always kept hope alive, my grandma always said "he doesn't respond but he is listening", So please I only ask for one thing this night, I am on my knees pleading, crying...please save me....Nothing but:
Silence.......Silence.........Silence......
2007-03-08
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