Well, basically i'm 16 This year. And where i'm from, it's not normal to have sex at all, underage ones i mean. But so far, i've already done it 4 times with 2 girls. and two guys. respectively. Firstly, i don't even know whether doing it was right or wrong. And i'm leaning towards the notion i really like guys better than girls.
So anyway, I tried being gay, and this guy i liked, which happened to be my best friend. he crushed my heart into little shards and threw them on the floor. Cause he was mad that the secret got out and he was taunted by others. He's homophobic now. And then i felt depressed. Without knowing where to go.
Lately, I found this girl, which i really really great, but i wouldn't know whether to go for her or not. I don't think i would get a lot of lust for girls, compared to guys. So I'm really really confused. Should i go for her? or not. Or should i just wait for this really great guy to accept me for who i am.
2007-02-11
03:15:56
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Lesbian, Gay, Bisexual, and Transgender