well...this is pretty much the first time ive told anyone the full story, and now im telling a bunch of strangers dont exactly make me feel beta! my father used to call me anorexic wen i was younger, and then i got called fat once, and left me with emotional problems that never went away. i started taking diet pills, and eating lessthan 5g of fat a day and around 300 cals, sometimes not even that. id eat sweets wen i had to have something for an energy boost, but that was it. i met my boyfriend, we r still going out now and planning on moving in together. i got him emotionally distressed too, so i had to eat a bit more, then got hooked on going to the gym 4 4 hours daily and every diet pill and shake in the book. i failed college bcs all i cud think of was hw far i cud make it, i cud hardly walk, how to dodge my next meal and fink of an excuse, and wot the hell am i gna do wen i go on holiday. ive put w8 bk on, bt im slipping back again. n i cnt talk 2 family, i just dnt no, help?
2007-01-17
04:36:21
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