When I was 17, I had a fight with my younger brother. He ended up punched me on the left side of my face. It swells but I refused to go the clinic because of my stubbornness. I was so hurt inside rather than the outside. My face swells and I totally looked like a lion!
I thought it was just a swollen face. It did not. My bone structure slightly moved to the right. Therefore, my right cheekbone was slightly higher than the left. My nose bones also slightly moves to the right. Yet, my nose looks higher than before. People will be able to notice it if they take a careful and closer look. This has affected my self-esteem and confidence. I am a perfectionist; ever since the incident, I do not see a point of being one.
I am not going to say something that will look like I am a vain and shallow minded person, but I kept getting compliments about my looks before what had happened to me. I kept denying but they kept telling me. Nevertheless, I kept hearing the same thing up until now, after five years.
I hate wearing make up, but ever since that occurrence, I have to put on some highlights on my left cheekbone to give a balance effect whenever I go out.
In addition, shadings on my nose too..
It is not obvious, even my boyfriend said that. However, I am not over with what had happened and always wish that I could turn back time. I am not holding any retribution against my brother though.
My question is how can I get over this unbalanced features?
I know my problem is nothing compared to the world doldrums out there or someone who has lost one of his or her legs, arms, or even loved ones.
But my heart is crying for help, furthermore I am extremely soft at heart and the fact that I loss my face over some worthless fight with my brother kills me even more. Of course I do know beauty from the inside matters even more and it will radiates the external beauty. It is hard for me because I am about to be a flight attendants hence look is important.
I never cry over what had taken place, only that at times, I cannot sleep thinking about it..
Yes, perhaps looks are important to me.. However, I never judge the other individual just by looking at their face. Ever.
Is there anything I can do medically to correct my bone structure?
On the other hand, are the any possibilities that I could “weirdly” plant something on my left cheekbone so it will appear even? Thank you guys so much for reading.
Love you guys. And for those who are about to despise me, I do not have anything to say.
2007-01-16
03:12:50
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simarvld
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