1, I consider myself Chistian, I believe in the Lord, I gave my heart to Him when I ws 16 but I havnt been living the "official" godly life..Honstly, its sex that I feel strays me away..lying, cheating, all that stuff I can cntrol, but sex..its very difficult for me and I feel like thats the sin that is cming between me and God. Its really hard for me to explain..I pray and evrything for the Lord to help me..I just dont knw what to do.2.This brings me to another question and I feel like Im going crazy, but anyhow, I need some answers..last year in December/January I felt that I was visited by some "shadow" that looked like a man who would seduce me every nite and I couldnt do anything...I would feel like my body would freeze up and basically get "raped" becuz I couldnt move.I even began liking it but eventually got scared n didnt want it so anyhow.I prayd evry nite for the Lord to protct me and it stoped happnin.last night it hapened again ..it held me down..I felt helples and scared.
2007-01-16
03:24:27
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