I'm female, 19, only 5'2, and 138 pounds. I never use to weigh this much, I've had some problems with Anorexia/Bulemia in the past...the past 6 months, I have packed on the weight beyond belief and I really want a jump start on losing it. I always tell myself, "no you can't eat that, you've eaten too much today, you need to work out blah blah" but I always give in and binge in the evening. I have a problem with my self esteem, I hate looking at myself in the mirror. Whenever I see perfect girls on tv, I get crabby and paranoid always thinking that my boyfriend is thinking their perfect. He says things like "oh shes too thin, look at her bones", and I take it wrong, thinking, "hes saying that to make me feel better, but it only makes me feel worse". I want to lose this weight, now, I wanna look amazing for when I go back to college. Please help. Anyone have any experiences like this?
2007-01-02
05:09:28
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