Before we even dated or met-my husband and I-he had dated a lot of girls and had a lot of girlfriends. Now, almost one year in our marriage, our intimacy and passion is at a huge low b/c of what happened with me from him. I truly love my husband, but because I feel that my husband is tarnished and used from all of his past relationships, while I had saved myself pretty much for the one I was to marry. I feel that our marriage could possibly go at an all time low b/c of the lack of intimacy and passion, and yet I am scared b/c I don't want to be "scarred" with anything else from him. He had told me he was clean-which was a lie-and forgave him...and then bam-another std...I cry b/c I see other couples and how close they are with one another-even just cuddling and I want that but know that it will be hard for me to once again try to trust-intimately-my husband again. He made mistakes in his past that has caused problems with the present and future.
2006-12-31
21:59:46
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Marriage & Divorce