I've been with my boyfriend for 3 years now. I love him more than anything. There is nothing wrong between us, great mental side of the relationship, sex life, everything. He is not even jealous. But thats cause he trusts me. He loves me more than anything and we have an ideal relationship.
The thing is, he is my first bf. First boy I kissed, slept with, everything. And I am his first too. I'm 19, he's 20.
There is this mate, who I really like and he is my bfs friend. I find him extremely attractive, he finds me attractive as he told me, and we flirt. I am a very adventurous person and I like to explore new things. After 3 years, I would like to try something new. I feel very guilty, I dont wanna hurt my boyfriend. He doesnt deserve it. But the truth is, I can imagine ksising this guy. And it MIGHT happen if I wont be able to control myself. I like flirting w/ him.I keep tellin mysel its normal. I am just a human and I have hormones, etc. My bf knows it,says I worry about it too much
2006-11-19
07:40:17
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