A family member of mine died recently. I didn't really spend a lot of time with him but when I did see him, he was always nice to me. When I first heard he died, sure I was sad, but I wasn't really crying. Today, they had a visitation at the funeral home. All at once, I just broke down crying. Since earlier today, all I've been thinking about is, "What's the point in living. You're born and then you die. Life just seems to suck." I also just keeping worrying how I'm going to deal with this whole death thing when my grandpa dies because he's getting really old and probably won't live very long. I'm very close with my grandpa, and when he dies, I'll probably cry for like a month. I'm just feeling hopeless and I just don't know what to do or think anymore. I don't want to go to the funeral tomorrow, but I know I should go to be there for my other family members. I've been to funerals before, but I was too young to realize what was happening. All I can do is cry. Please help.
2006-09-08
16:15:32
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