My boyfriend of four years recently left me for another woman. I have no idea who she is, and he broke up with me via a TEXT MESSAGE. Most of the time he ignores my calls, but the two times he didn't, he says he still loves me, but he doesn't want to be with me right now. This is obviously crap, since he has a new girlfriend. Even if I recognize that it's crap, how do I get over it? I think about this ALL THE TIME. My heart literally hurts. There aren't a lot of men in my small town and guys aren't exactly falling over each other for a chance to date me, so it's not like I can move on with a new one any time soon.
I'm not suicidal or anything, but I'd give anything just to be able to hibernate until this is all over. And as pathetic as it sounds, I know I'd come back to him as soon as he said the word, no matter how badly he's treated me.
I want to stop feeling like this--I've got better things to do, like graduate in two weeks! How do you do it? I'm going crazy.
2006-07-29
03:16:20
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