In 1998 a girl invaded my life. Through neglect or simple laziness, I went out with her without complaining, even though she grated with me. She idolised me. Five years on and the relationship was still there, again through my laziness to tell her how I felt (that I could tolerate her, but not love). In a moment of 100-yards stare life appraisal, I realised I should either drop her or marry her. In weakness I married her. One year on from that she's expecting. Only now has my attraction to her utterly run out.
Things are made worse by my attraction to another woman (not younger! but infinately more my soul-mate) and her attraction to me. Now I am left with a pregnant wife I don't love and another whom I worship. How can I resolve this?!? I appreciate it's all my fault - that just means it's all up to me to sort it out - laziness simply won't work...!
2006-07-07
21:34:24
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Man_Metal
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Marriage & Divorce