i have been with someone for two years. he cheated but promised to never do it again. now he wants to marry me! i know i care so deeply for him. i cant picture my future without him. we are so close. its like we are one. we do everything together. i cant sleep with out him. i feel like a failure compared to the girl he cheated on me with and i feel like my future if it aint for him is screwed. when we kiss i dont feel sparks ne more. but i love kissing him. but he doesnt kno what he wants. he wants a house, he wants to move back to his old town, he wants to be anurse, he wants to be a realtor, he wants to own his own company, he wants kids!
he is my boyfriends brother...i know its not right, but this is how he makes me feel, he makes me feel feminine, beautiful and ALIVE like my life is actually worth living. but i feel like i would never be good enough. i have out of the blue dreams that we kiss, and i can literally feel butterflies in my stomach and like i am floating
2006-07-05
09:21:37
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Martin2006
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