well he ask if we could be friends but i want more then that and he is getting marryed now and it hurts me i keep saying it should have been me and i cry myself to sleep every night and i dream about him and wake up sometimes crying my eyes out i have tryed to move on and date other people but they do me wrong like say i have to have sex with them sick crap like that and when that happens i get to thinking about how sweet my ex"s was to me he respcted me alot were others have not i still love him so much and miss him alot i miss haveing some one to hold me in there arms but mostly his arms it hurts so much to know he is getting marryed see he wanted to be friends because his job got in the way why is it when i find a nices sweet guy like him there job gets in the way please help tell me what to do i send him a wedding card in the mail trying to be nices but i am hurting my heart says he is the right guy for me and he is the only one for me i thought i could stop looking??? help??????
2006-06-29
03:14:58
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