I am a lapsed Catholic in the midst of returning to the Church, and after years of dismissing Catholicism as pure folly, I've come to embrace it, albeit with some reservations (like, I've yet to think over the concept of angels entirely).
Today, it finally hit me for the first time in my life that God is real, and so is Heaven and Hell. I understand, thanks to my chaplain/theology instructor, that it is very real and very serious business and that it will happen and that I cannot escape it. I am now very scared because I know that I am not at all like what God wants me to be, and even if I were to repent all of my sins and become a saint, I still would not be worthy of God. I REALLY want God, but I cannot honestly say that I want Him more than anything else, and I do not have a personal relationship with Him. I am so scared that I will not be able to establish a good relationship with Him and I will go to Hell, and that would obviously be rotten.
What to do? Serious answers only!
2006-12-08
15:47:33
·
28 answers
·
asked by
Rat
7