I was a faithful church goer for most of my life. I have had disappointments and good times to knowing I am blessed of God everyday. I found out a little over 5 years ago that my Grandfather (whom grounded me in my faith) had cancer. 10 months later he died, I havent recovered from that loss. My Grandfather raised me, I was closer to him than anyone and I just hurt all the time. I have been raised in church as I said and have heard that there is no problem to big that Jesus can take care of that no request will be denied if you have the faith that it will be done. I prayed, we prayed, all the local churches prayed and he withered away. I know that death is a part of life but I really needed that miracle for my grandfather. I just dont feel the same anymore , I want to I just dont know how. I dont want how I feel right now to hurt anyone else that I love. I hope that there is some wisdom out there.
2006-08-18
17:19:36
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