I've told my mum about me a few months ago, and last night i really poured my heart out to her coz im going through a break up and everything else, and last night she was giving me advice and was calm and seemed like she is cool, and than goes off and tells my sister that im "sick"?! what the hell is she thinking? why cant she just tell me to my face what she really thinks of me! This really got to me tonight ****, its messing with my mind, it makes me think theres something really wrong with me and im scared coz i know in my heart im not sick, and i want to change and be normal but im scared that then I wont happy with my outcomes of life later, I guess i can never be trully happy either way, i marry a guy, not much love there, i become a "wife" and i live without getting descriminated against but deep inside tear myself apart, or i just move out and do as I please, loose respect from family n get descriminated. Im scared if she tells dad tonight he might be really angry and hit me.
2007-04-28
23:59:34
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