hi, I'm a guy and my boyfriend left me, i knew since the beginning he was not totally gay, that he'd decided to stay with me just because we were good friends and i helped him a lot with his drug and alcohol addiction..I'm a Krishna ,I don't drink and I don't smoke and I inspired him to practice yoga and spirituality and he was making huge progress on his path....but he left me days ago..said he found a girl and he wanted to get married and have kids. It wrenched my heart but i let him go, with my heart painfully broken and because i knew his orientation and desires before. I love this guy, he's Russian and tough, and after God, he was the one who most gave me happiness in my life..we used to walk along the beach, late at night and i used to be with him when his impulses to drugs would make him get crazy...the thing is (and I didn't know that) is that this girl he's now hanging out with is much older and is a junkie, smokes pot and all the stuff and now he's doing all the same again...
2006-09-12
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