I've fallen in love with my best friend! I've known James since I was 13 & he was 15, I'm 19 now.
About a year back my father kicked me out, because his girlfriend of 3 years (my mother died 4 years ago) wanted me out! And James, who (jokingly) claims himself to be my guardian angel, allowed me to move in with him.
Every time I look at him I feel sad, because I know that we'll never be more than friends (because I highly doubt anyone especially James will ever love me).
My father's girlfriend says if I lose James as my friend she'll let me can move back in, but that would be worse because then I would not get to see James again, & if I ever decide to "come out" (probably won't) I would again be kicked out. As she's a bit homophobic, the reason why James (who is gay) & I can't be friends & me live there.
I hate being in love with someone whom I see all the time, one day he probably get a boyfriend and I will be really depressed, even thinking about it depresses me a lot....
2006-09-11
18:07:16
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ethan1987orourke
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