What do you call those people who hate or fear homosexual men? Well I was (still am?) one. (As an aside, I am very open to lesbians, maybe because I am a woman myself). I recently found out that my childhood’s best friend turned gay. Not unexpected. When everyone started to fall in love, I never got the “hot” vibe off him, always the “brother” vibe.
I found out when he accidentally and unawares wrote an email to his boyfriend from my logged-in account. That email got stuck in my drafts folder. He doesn’t know that I know, but he knows that I’m freaked of gay men and that’s why he probably never told me.
So, what the hell now, should I keep on pretending? Should I tell him? Should I (or do I have a right to) be mad that he never told me? I’m angry and embarrassed and not sure if I feel that towards myself or towards him, and I’m not sure which one of us betrayed the friendship--he who did it knowingly but unwillingly or I who did it willingly but unknowingly.
2007-08-20
13:06:12
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