For the past month or so, I've been involved in a very intimate relationship with my best friend. When we're alone, we have the most incredible relationship and I love the time I spend with her. But, when we're in public it's a completely different story. I've come to accept the fact that I've fallen in love with another woman, but I think my girlfriend is really struggling with it. A few times we've been out somewhere, I forget were out in public, and I make a mistake and call her "baby" or some other pet-name, and suddenly she'll shrug me off and ignore me. She's accused me of doing it on purpose, she's cussed me out in public and humiliated me. She's accused me of doing it on purpose, I mean I have gone through hell with this stuff. It's to the point where I feel like I'm dating two different people, and I feel like she's emotionally abusive. I want to hold her hand, and I want to kiss her and things like that, but she's so afraid to and now I'm even scared to do any of that, I feel
2007-01-17
15:22:50
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Roni
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Lesbian, Gay, Bisexual, and Transgender