I am a professionally qualified, well settled 32 years old male, from well cultured family. I have a weakness, seems to be peculiar. I am longing for a gay relationship with matured man say above 50 years. At the same time I do not want to be touched my younger man say less then 45 years. I am easily tempted by grey haired, bald headed man. I know that this is wrong. But I couldn’t give up this habit. I am a Christian, wish to be a Christian missionary. But I fall easily in this sin. Two years back I got married. Honestly speaking I have sex life with my wife. For me it is not enjoyable. At the same time I love her too. I love to have family on my own. Gay feelings are discreet. I think I have this feeling right from my childhood. Even though I like (not full heartedly) to come out of this habit I couldn't I just wanted to know why God has created me like this? Who is at fault, me or God? Being a gay, can I serve God as missionary? I would like to have references from Bible.
2006-11-02
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