I want to believe in god and jesus with every part of me. I would love to go to paradise when I die and have someone watch over me when I live. The only problem is that no matter what I do I can not belive the bible and many of its teachings and stories. People say that it is a choice but I feel I can not change what I feel. I can say that I belive but inside I know that I am lying to myself. I have tried everything: Going to chuch, getting baptised, praying. I have begged god to speak to me or change my ways of thinking. Am I doomed. Have I been forsaken?
2006-10-13
17:24:44
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