hi there, i recently turned 18 june of 2006. whenever since i reached middle school, i've been having problems with my lack of braveness to speak to someone i don't know or someone i don't know well enough. due to this issue, i can't shorten the distance between me and a person so that we will be close enough to develop a friendship.
i figured out one of the reasons is that i am lacking prideness or self-esteem in order to attempt to speak or speak up. the reason for not having enough self-esteem is because i tend to think that i kind of sound funny or unskilled at speaking. i get nervous sometimes when i talk and often times my mind is too blank to think of anything to talk about.
to let you know, i am suffering from loneliness. i feel shame and ugly during lunch when groups of people see me walk by. whenever someone i know greets me, let's say "hi Shukie", i feel so cheered up at the very moment. obviously i am hungry for a social life.
2006-09-05
15:06:00
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