im 29 and my life is a living hell. i speak regularley on yahoo answers and the despair i feel. if youll read my past questions you'll gain more insight. my pain is real. intense. a physicall , mental nightmare. i had a dream, well a nightmare really last night, that i was somebody different, in a happy place, somewhere enchanting and nice and that i was in love with a beautifull girl. and she loved me, then in this dream i suddenley became myself, who iam, the tortured, lonely, isolated, depressive existance..and i watched as someone else, took my place with this girl i loved, some other guy, with a happy go lucky life, younger, lots going for him, i watched as he made love to this girl, everything about what i was seeing is what always desired in my life. where i want to be. but instead i was trapped in a world of pain, as i watched a the girl i love enjoying herself with the perfect guy, in another world, i was seeing what i wanted and couldnt have. im in the grip of a powerfull
2007-02-10
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