I know this question has been asked many times before but I couldn't find a satisying answer.
I'm 14, and I know you're going to say, "oh you're in puberty, you'll grow out of it", but I have felt this way for a long time and that kind of answer isn't going to help. Every time I look in the mirror I am disgusted. I absolutely hate the way I look and the person I'm becoming. I have become so self-conscious...every time someone makes a joke with me, I wonder if they are serious and get afraid. I worry about being "clingy" and fear that people only compliment me out of pity. I am not especially pretty and I know that but it's not like I only have bad skin or something...the way my features come together just doesn't look nice.I feel like my cheeks are insanely fat. My profile view looks hideous. I get insanely jealous of others. I've gone in and out of depression for awhile but never felt so bad about myself, and so, what can I do? I barely even want to get out of bed being this way.
2006-12-25
17:58:50
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Alexis J
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