I am 30 yrs old. I have a fiancee. I have 4 herniated discs and have been on pain medication for 7 years. My father and my fiancee huddled up behind my back and have decided I shouldnt be taking them anymore. So now I face an ultimatum from my fiancee and meddling from my father. I have never abused these drugs. Ever. Period. However due to news stories of abuse, they assume I have done so and will not listen when I say no. So now, they firmly think I abused them and I am under house arrest of sorts. My fiancee monitors my entire day 100%, I cannot even take a dump with the door shut. My pockets, cellphone, belongings are searched for "hidden pills". Of course there are NONE. I am angry at them and their controlling nature. I am 30, in abject pain physically and I know that life isnt going to get better for me. I am contemplating suicide as the only way to escape my physical pain and the control being placed on my life. Why do people meddle so?
2007-12-31
05:14:04
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