I have had a person that I liked a lot, fool with my emotions from the beginning lately, but this is not the first time I've experience grief in this area. I am tempted to be hateful; I feel full of anger. It is impossible to move my mind somewhere else. It's like I have to have someone new to love all the time, or I am miserable: It's always been the case. I don't like most of my family much; most of them were abusive. If I don't have anyone to care about, I'm a grouch, and I'm full of thoughts and worries about myself. It is tempting show bad character, cause of the way I feel inside, but I don't want to make a fool of myself. Life is not grand for me, and never has been; I am tempted to just be bitter, alone, and full of hate, but I keep fighting it, at least until someone comes into my life, then I latch on, which can irritate most women; I don't think it is all that wrong. I workout at the gym like a son of a bytch; I feel great, but I just feel like shyt in the morning.
2007-12-12
11:03:59
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leoprince_28
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