Let me preface by saying that I do know the power of suggestion, and everything that goes with it, but to be honest, this is a thought that has been growing and growing until it was verbalized by a 'reader'.
Here goes. I am a very cute Latin female who has really risen up from pretty much nothing. I had to drop out of school in the 7th grade because my mom died and my step dad left my sister and me. I've worked hard and have achieved a lot. I now hold a very high position in my field, own my own home and four high-end cars (okay, make that three high-end cars, and a regular one) all paid for. I have one son, two dogs, a cat and fish. Again, not that I want to harp on it, I just want to make it clear, I am considered very pretty. So, I think I should be happy, right? I am not. Everything seems to be cursed. I mean little things - if someone admires one of my cars, within a couple of days I get a flat. Someone told me my home was beautiful and yesterday the ceiling in the dining room sprang a leak and a huge chunk fell off. Trust me, these are only a couple of examples because I know that I will run out of space soon. My relationship with my son sucks, regardless of what I try. He is a good kid, no drugs, no alcohol, good grades, but he is so rude. In any case, my point is the following. I've always felt that people in the community in which I lived envied me (women especially). And although I have three or four GOOD long-time girl friends, they too have told me this. I've been talked about constantly (supposedly I've slept around [untrue] to get where I'm at, and other such silliness. Once, I heard I was actually an exotic dancer) and so on. Anyway, yesterday my cousin took me to a person who reads cards. Although I am not a "believer", I am desperate. Without me having said ANYTHING (i wanted her to 'prove' herself) she told me that daggers of envy are ruining my life. I felt like crying. Anyway, she said she could fix it for a few hundred dollars - and I am almost tempted to try it. What are some thoughts on this? Could something like this (having bad things happen because of others' envy) actually be real?
2007-10-07
08:54:13
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