I cannot get over the past at all. Thinking about it brings on such extreme emotion and even sometimes panic attacks. A lot of stuff happened that I was not proud of at all a long time ago when I was dating my boyfriend. We broke up for a little while, and eventually got back together where I told him a lot of what happened in the past, but some things I kept to myself because they would be painful and to some degree pointless but I just hate feeling like he's always been sooo good to me and I've just taken and taken in the past and I know I should move on and not even bother to think about things and my slate has technically been wiped clean but I hate feeling like I'm keeping things even though it shouldn't really matter. My own mother who is religious and has great morals and even told me to forget about anything, it doesn't matter what I've told him because I've changed so much and have completely learned my lessons but it's so much easier said than done. Anxiety is making it hard.
2007-06-26
18:05:18
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