Hi, first of all please don't judge me. I'm 26 weeks pregnant & found out I was expecting a wk after me and my boyfriend (father of the baby) split up. He hasn't shown any great interest but we've had the odd few times since we split where he's said he still had feelings and wanted to get back together - the last time was a couple of months ago, and he changed his mind 2 days later after a minor row. I haven't had any positive feelings towards the baby bat all, since I first found out I was pregnant (and just typing that makes me feel so ashamed). I've tried picturing myself in a few weeks or a few months - and even when the baby's much older - and I just don't want it. I don't go out much anyway but I just feel like I don't want to have to take care of a baby at my age (I'm 23); I dont want to have to change it, or feed it...everything I imagine doing, baby-wise just makes me feel depressed, then I feel guilty because the baby doesnt deserve a mum that feels like this about him.
2007-05-27
23:32:33
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