i am recently undergoing alot stress. my job sucks, i miscarried twice in three years, i found i have hpv and premature cancer, and this just in, i might have gotten raped as a child. i've been having aweful dreams, my body aches, i'm constantly having to go to my doctor because of something- an infection or blacking out and i have been getting flashbacks of being molested by family friends. i've let myself go, i've balloned up to 268 pounds, i'm down to 249 which took much effort. i'm happily married and yet feel i'm holding my husband down. and recently i've been crying ALOT! i have been crying for 4 days now and can't get these terrible thoughts out of my head. and it's so hard because i try to follow what everyone tells me about forget about the past but it's not that easy. i feel i may be depressed, are these signs. oh and i'm usually a good eater but today all i've had is a protien bar and cup of coffee. i left work early because i was getting to emotional.
2007-10-18
11:10:12
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Deb M
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