We suffered 10 deaths within 2 years, the first 5 within 6 months. It happened along with many, many other traumatic events. I went online last night, due to an unexpected, unshakable depression after my pet suffered a lengthy illness and had to be put to sleep. In the list of causes of depression, I had something major from each area.
I thought I had worked through my grief and pain, but realize it was only shelved. Apparently, I'm still dealing with grief in a magnitude I cannot comprehend, along with unresolved sexual trauma and severe mental abuse. The emotions I have been dealing with have been intense. I find it impossible to untangle all I feel, let alone understand it.
Most seem unable to comprehend the depths of our grief. I prefer self help books rather than dumping on others, but cannot find an area of comparison. I want to move past this to a place of peace. I hope to help others someday, but cannot until I heal myself first. Do you know any books on extreme loss?
2007-11-21
20:28:31
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