I'm 19, just flunked my second year in university out of boredom, I'm bored to death, I actually fantasize about dying, I mean I dont want to commit suicide or anything, I just want to die, nothing is fun anymore, I cant find joy in anything that i do or used to do, I used to play basketball and Table tennis I cant anymore. I cant watch anything more than twice, a movie, TV show,nothing. I watched season 1-6 of scrubs in 2 days thats how messed up I am. I play poker but I'm bored with gambling, I quit smoking and now I dont have any cravings, I cant get addicted to anything again, I mean how bad can it be when you dont feel like smoking anymore? seriously, I think Ive hit my absolute rock bottom, and I'm just 19. my parents dont know im out of school either, everyone thinks its all good with me, I dont even bother with anything, except the regular rent payment and the occasional getting drunk, seriously What do i do? Do i kill myself?
2007-08-13
09:28:59
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27 answers
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JayFK
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