Like everyone else in the world, I had a rough childhood. I'm 23 now and my problems from my childhood are still haunting me. I've have Post Traumatic Stress, anxiety, and depression. I'm on Prozac and Xanax. Recently, I've been mixing my medication with alcohol and blacking out. I have to be honest, and say I like it because I can't deal with life so blacking out is like getting away for a while. I tried to commit sucide twice, but honestly they were half-assed attempts (6 codine pills the first time and 6 Xanax pills the next). I have friends, I am in grad school, people say I'm cute, and I have a great life. But when one single little thing goes wrong, I overreact and think I should end it all. What's wrong with me? I've given up on therapy as I have been going for 4 years. I just want to feel like I don't want to numb my way through life with medication.
2007-08-14
14:31:58
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