While ignoring the general major depressive side of me, I am specifically concerned about the hypomanic aspect. It seems that so often, almost always in the wee hours of the early morning (midnight, etc.) suddenly, after being generally lethargic and tired throughout most of the day, I can just get this major second wind. I gain ton of energy, can't stop pacing the floors and feel incredibly creative. I can't sleep and am up all night, full of ideas... my dream is to be a big musician in the industry and suddenly - and I know this sounds looney - but when I'm in this mode, I'll start getting feelings of grandeur. Playing music and pretending it's me and that I am this incredible superhuman musician that's writing all these ingenius songs. I'll be performing it, dancing, doing crazy movements that I can't help. Also being a songwriter, sometimes songs will just come to me instantly and I'll be recording all into the night, almost unstoppable and not even realizing the time.
2007-02-20
18:34:49
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Reginald VelJohnson
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